It’s been a while since I wrote about one of my orders and I thought it would be fitting to go in depth describing the kinds of fun I get to have in my panties, since I just made a video outlining the broad strokes. 😉
First, I want to explain the title of this diary entry – I’m not a professional. Preparing and selling my used panties to fellow fetishists is my hobby. I have a full-time job and a fairly busy life outside of this thing I do for fun.
Side note: Speaking of which, I will be in Chicago until Sunday taking a break from my fairly busy life. I’ll respond to all of your messages when I get back! ♥
My point being, I ran out of the panties I normally use for The Ass Man because I wasn’t paying attention to keeping my “inventory” stocked. So I had to use a black pair. I have since ordered more and promise to be more vigilant in the future. (Sorry, Zman and the Masters of the ‘Poon’-iverse. Hows that for a nickname?)
If only I had a kind gentleman to keep me stocked every month. lol
BACK TO THE ORDER!
Aside from using the wrong color panties *kicks self*, I prepared this order as I normally do for The Ass Man.
First off, The Ass Man is a particular style of panty. The particular brand I buy just happens to place the gusset further back than on regular panties, I think it’s a flaw, but it works in my favor. The small, cotton gusset sits right over my asshole. The cotton absorbs the scent and the panties keep it where I want it.
Other than regular daily use, I also have some fun with anal play. Specifically, during the masturbation I normally do for every order, I rub and finger my asshole through the gusset of the panties. I don’t get super deep or anything, that would be very dry and uncomfortable, that comes later.
So I do that at least twice each day, before I get out of bed in the morning and typically as I’m getting ready for bed at night.
Then, right before packaging, I look over whatever notes I may have about preparation specifications and make sure to do those. But typically with The Ass Man, I will play with my favorite “back door” vibrator and gently rub it on the gusset when I’m done, leaving a thick or light mark based on the buyer’s interest in that sort of thing.
With this order, I took these exact steps, but let me tell you about how it feels.
If you follow my little diary here, you probably know that before 2013, when I started selling my panties, I had never participated in anal play of any kind.
Then I met a special panty lover and we talked about my boundaries and interests. She ordered an Ass Man, I believe, and requested an anal creampie. Then she coached me about how to prepare.
For those that don’t know, an anal creampie is when after having anal sex and the gentleman cums inside and I let the mixture of cum and lube drip onto the panty gusset.
Before I knew it, I had a face full of pillow and an ass full of cock… and I loved it.
Since then I have had some sort of ass play involved with most of my masturbation sessions. God, it feels so good.
Saturday evening, I decided to use a bigger toy that normal. As you may have seen briefly in my previous video, I typically use a slender, purple vibrator, given to me by Sweetie Carl, for my anal play. This time I was in the mood for something a bit bigger.
It took nearly 10 minutes just to get the beast inside me, but once it was, I felt like I’ve never felt pleasure before.
I had to take it very slowly so I didn’t explode immediately, the feeling was right there on the border of too much.
Slowly pushing the giant cock inside me and gently pulling it out with both hands.
I tried to make it last, but after two minutes my body was convulsing and I had to grip the bed with one hand while I delicately pulled the cock out of my asshole.
Then I sat there twitching and breathing heavy for another couple minutes at least.
When I gathered my composure, I wiped the dildo onto the panty gusset.
Maybe that will make up for not having white panties. *kiss*