All my love,
Read the first part - My Sweetie and Our Adventures
This order of The Dignitary is scheduled for December 10th through the 19th, 2016.
Friday, December 9th ~ 6:00pm
Oh boy, does Sweetie Carl have something planned for me! This order will officially the longest I’ve ever consecutively worn a pair of panties, NINE FULL DAYS. And as if that wasn’t enough, SC has planned a brand new adventure for us that includes not one Anal Buddy™ but TWO!
The festivities start tomorrow when I will update this post with details about my instructions, for now I need to read them over and make sure I have everything right, lol.
Come back every day to see my daily updates until December 19th. You won’t want to miss this one.
Saturday, December 10th ~ 4:30pm
Day one, two Anal Buddy™ vibrators
Today I’m just going to talk about my experience with two toys inside my ass at once, pictures will come when I feel comfortable taking them. Baby steps. We have 9 days, I’m in no hurry. 😉
I was given strict instructions by Sweetie Carl, as per usual, to do something I’ve never done before. I’ve only recently started using ANY anal toys let alone two at once, so I honestly don’t know what to expect.
In a minute, I’m going to walk into my bedroom, unwrap the panties SC and I picked, unbox both Anal Buddy™ vibrators, and start preparing this order.
I’m nervous. What if they don’t fit? What if I don’t like it? What if they don’t stay in? What if I can’t walk?!
*Breathe* My Sweetie Carl said to take it one day at a time. One step at a time. It’s supposed to please me, not worry me. If there is any trouble, I know SC has my best interests at heart and we may both be disappointed, but we’ll move on to new adventures together.
But here I am worrying. lol. Okay… okay… I’m going to do this. I’ll write more in a few hours. 🙂
There’s good news and there’s bad news. Bad news first – two won’t fit.
It’s not that I can’t handle it, even though it was a little bit painful at one point, it’s that the Anal Buddy™ vibrator/butt plug/probe isn’t made to share room in one orifice. It’s just cumbersome.
The good news is that when using one, the panties were strong enough to easily keep it inside me as I walked around. *blush* Also, the panties are tight enough to keep the cord and remote concealed beneath my clothes. You can’t even hear it, really. (As I worried about in our other adventure.)
We have 8 full days left, SC, maybe you can find a bigger one that would be similar in size to two and have it shipped to me before the week is over? Otherwise, just this one will have to do.
I’ll try to take a photo tomorrow if I have some good light of how the Anal Buddy™ looks while I’m wearing the panties. Oh! You haven’t even seen them yet! Then yes, I will have to take a photo tomorrow to show you.
Until then you will have to suffer while I tease you. ♥
Sunday, December 11th ~ 5:30pm
Sweetie Carl insisted I take a photo with my bike because we are both bicycle lovers.
I took this photo myself, so the cropping is a little weird; my head is chopped off at the top. lol.
For you, SC, I carted this big, heavy bike all the way up from the basement to my apartment. You should be extremely flattered and grateful that I went through so much trouble. I scuffed the elevator! :O
You can also see the panties I decided on. You can’t see my belly button at this angle, which I know you were excited to see, but the panties rest comfortably about an inch below it.
The panties also ride VERY high in the back and snuggle almost to tightly up against my asshole. It’s a tad uncomfortable when I sit down so I have to readjust every now and then. 🙂
You also can’t see the Anal Buddy™ or it’s remote from this angle. I’ll have to take another picture in a couple days to let you see. Until then, you’ll have to imagine.
Monday, December 12th ~ 8:30pm
Today I want to write about the very detailed rules I’m supposed to follow for the next seven days, this way maybe you can understand all the work I put into everything I do. I never half-ass, I always use my whole ass. 😉
The first rule I need to remember every day, especially in the morning when I might be groggy, is making sure not to wipe after I urinate. Each couple of drops after every bathroom visit will add up to an overwhelmingly strong scent. After nine total days, I’ll have to triple vacuum-seal these panties.
The second rule I need to remember is masturbating as much per day as possible. That was my goal today and I think I did a very good job. I’m to masturbate at least six times a day, if I can. The whole point it to experience as much pleasure as possible while thinking of my Sweetie Carl, making our panties strong and wet.
The third, and most important rule, is I must wear the Anal Buddy™ inside myself for seven days while wearing our panties. I assumed I was allowed to take it out at night, so after my morning pee (not wiping) I insert the vibrator back into my ass and have my first masturbation session of the day. I can’t help it, anal play gets me so excited. I’m a tad upset it took so long for me to get into. Then I take it out at night, right after turning it up to max and rubbing my clit with my fingers making sure to wipe up any cream afterward with the gusset of our panties.
Those are the three cornerstone rules. Breaking those would mean I didn’t try my best and that isn’t an option.
There are a few other rules, like not being allowed to shave or smoke or be around people who are smoking. I must ride my bike at least once in complete view of the public while my Anal Buddy™ is inside me and turned on as high as it can go. I rode my bike today, but I was too nervous to turn on the vibrator. *blush*
Let me know if there’s anything I’m missing, Sweetie Carl. ♥
Tuesday, December 13th ~ 7:30pm
Day four, I’m getting pretty sore. 😉
The first thing that comes to mind as I’m focusing my thoughts is how my panties smell so strong already that I have to wash my fingers every time I go to the bathroom or masturbate. (Of course I usually wash my hands after using the bathroom in public places, but not in my own apartment. This whole place is FILLED with my germs.)
I also noticed that my clit is pretty tender, not painful by any means, just… feeling a tad overworked. I’ve masturbated, 3..4… I think four times today so far and I haven’t even had dinner yet. It helps that I worked from home today. Plenty of chances to sneak into my bedroom and rub one out all over Sweetie Carl’s soon-to-be panties.
You may not know this, but I rarely get feedback about my used panties. I prepare them, ship them, and never hear about them again. It hurts my little heart.
But today, I received an email from a buyer who had his first package lost by the USPS. Of course, I sent him a new pair as soon as possible and he finally got it today.
I always ask my buyers to tell me all about what they do with my panties and how they like them, the more detail, the better. If I can watch them enjoy my panties on camera, that’s even better. *WINK*
More often than not, I hear nothing back. Crickets. But not today!
Today I received an email describing what he did with my panties. I obviously can’t tell you any more about it, that’s not the point here. The point is how much enjoyment I get from these stories.
I told him so in the email, but I immediately took my vibrator-filled ass to the bedroom, laid down on my bed, and started slowly rubbing the sticky gusset of my panties against my pussy. They were so sticky I had to pull them down my hips so I could shove the gusset into my wet pussy to soften them up.
I could smell my panties without touching my hands to my nose. I like the smell. *blush*
While my body tightened and my hips thrust, I thought about Sweetie Carl and what he might do with my panties. I thought about all of the panties I’ve shipped away, how many people did naughty things to my dirty, little panties.
I used my other hand to press the base of the vibrator even further into my ass. I’d push and let go, then push harder, but that wasn’t enough.
I pulled the back of my panties to the side just enough to get a grip of the vibrator base. I pulled it out slightly and rammed it back in, then pulled it out a little more and rammed it a little harder until all of my muscles were so tight I thought I might pass out.
My hands never worked so quickly in unison, one rubbing my panties against my pussy and the other pulling and pushing the vibrator in and out, in and out.
Then the peak arrived at last and the shock waves cascaded throughout my body giving me jolts and making my body twitch. I felt them dull and fade only to shock me again with a jolt so strong I kicked my leg out and hit my nightstand. My foot is fine, totally worth it.
I think I’ll keep all of these things in mind for my last masturbation session of the evening when I’m allowed to turn on the vibrator to max. I can’t wait. 😀
Wednesday, December 14th ~ 4:00pm
I completely forgot that I have movie night tonight with my friends and I have cam chat with ♥ my special girl ♥ in about an hour, so I’ll have to post today’s entry a little early.
I think it’s time for another photo. This one is of me beside my adorable, little Christmas tree with antique, inherited decorations. Some people like big trees, or real trees, I prefer my little fake tree covered in memories and tradition.
Tonight, when I’m watching a move with my friends, I won’t tell anyone about our secret, Sweetie Carl. I can’t promise I will keep the vibrator on the entire time, but I will definitely, slyly turn it on during the loud parts of the movie.
I know you are looking forward to a certain picture I promised for Friday, I am excited and nervous as always.
Until tomorrow, my Sweetie Carl! *kiss kiss kiss*
Thursday, December 15th ~ 8:00pm
I have to be honest, I’m hungover from movie night which went really well. We mostly just talk and laugh over the movie, so I was capable of secretly turning on my vibrator and leaving it on for much longer than expected.
SC asked if I had an orgasm while I was there. Admittedly, I did get really close once and I had to turn it off right away. I can’t have orgasms on my friend’s living room floor, it’s rude at the very least. lol
It was quite a struggle getting home quick enough. Each city block passed like a snail. All I wanted to do was slink into my bed and furiously masturbate with my vibrator turned all the way up. I was so horny I thought I might punch something. :0
When I finally got home, my gentleman-friend wanted to greet me and tell me about his day. I had no time for that. I bolted straight to my bedroom, removed my dress (I wore the one in the picture only my tits weren’t out), grabbed the lube and towel, jumped on my bed, pulled out the vibrator just enough to drip a bit of lube on it, and started rubbing my clit with my panties.
He was stunned to say the least, speechless.
I could tell he wasn’t sure if I wanted him to stay or go, even without looking at him, but he decided to stay without saying one word. He sat on his knees at the edge of the bed and watched. His eyes were bigger than I had ever seen, taking in every movement.
As I thrust and pulled the vibrator, it buzzed low and high. Every now and then I got a foreshadowing jolt and let out a moan in response. My breathing was quick, but light and quiet.
I couldn’t hear him at all. He just sat there with eyes wide, not moving. I tried not to feel nervous and just focused on my pleasure.
I focused on the vibrator gliding in and out of my asshole as I tried to push it deeper and deeper. I wanted to feel it in my stomach, I wanted it harder and faster and bigger and wetter…
I could feel my body tighten and the pleasure build and build until I orgasmed and collapsed while twitching and moaning, toes curled.
“Okay, I’m done.” I finally said to my gentleman-friend.
“Um… me too.” He responded, looking down at his jizz covered hand.
We both laughed and cleaned ourselves up.
Friday, December 16th ~ 9:30pm
I made a promise to Sweetie Carl that I would ride my bike passed innocent bystanders with the vibrator on full blast. Today, I kept that promise, at length.
There is a grocery store fairly close to my house and I like to ride my bike to it every Friday so I can make a special meal. Today the special meal is al pastor tacos. I’ve never made them before, but I found a recipe online and I needed a giant hunk of pork.
So I sat my vibrator filled ass on my bike and started my journey for three pounds of boneless pork shoulder.
For the past five days, I’ve been wearing this vibrator from the second I wake up to just before I go to bed. I’ve found that the best place to keep the controller is right behind where my belt sits. I can easily reach it, and turn it on and off, without anyone thinking I’m anything more than adjusting my belt. It’s genius.
As I rode toward the store, every time I passed someone or stopped at a light next to a car, I would “adjust my belt”. My favorite was the white guy blaring terrible rap music, I made sure to turn it all the way up next to him. That made me giggle. 😀
When I finally got to the store, someone in front of me bought the last pork shoulder. So I hopped back on my bike and rode to the next store that was much further away. I think I got an entire week’s worth of biking in that one trip, Sweetie Carl, looks like I unintentionally achieved another goal. This star student is going to get a trophy.
On the way, I stopped by a little butchery hoping against hope that they had a pork shoulder reasonably priced, they did not. I’m not paying more than five dollars a pound gosh darn it, but I digress. They had the right cut at the second grocery store and started on my way home.
Based on SC’s rules, this was the last day I had to wear the vibrator and I wanted to end it on a high note. I think I did. Several times I’d hit a bump and had to stifle a loud moan. Once I pretended to cough because there was a cyclist right next to me. Best bike ride ever. ♥
SC had another request of me today. He requested that I take an “obscene” photo with my fingers in my ass. I think he wants a visual image to go with the mental one.
Well, here you go. I tried to get an “action” shot, lol.
I think it came out pretty well, all things considered.
Here’s another one where you can see me pulling out the vibrator from my ass.
It was delightful. 🙂
Sunday, December 18th ~ 4:30pm
Sweetie Carl said I could quote him:
You have definitely earned a metal for being bold and brave, one for being daring,and,another for having complete loyalty and courage.. You even earned extra “brownie points “for wearing your panties the longest…9 days.That should definitely earned you a gold star. With everything said, Fawn, you are truly a dedicated friend who has willingly gone the extra mile, just for me.If that isn’t enough to earn yourself a trophy, well, you definitely earned that as well.Your Sweetie Carl couldn’t be more proud of you, Fawn. On a scale of 1-10, you are definitely an over achiever , and I rate your past performance, and this one especially to be over the top.Thank you very much for going out of your way, just for me.That alone, really makes me feel really important. Who could ever ask for more? – Sweetie Carl
You may not know this, but in my personal and professional life, I am quite reserved and shy. Possibly my favorite thing about having sold my panties for almost 4 years now, is how much I’ve come out of my shell. I absolutely credit my tiny group of loyal buyers for that.
Without Momma’s super-smart Ivy, I never would have realized how great anal play could be, as well as about a million other things. I probably would have stopped selling by now without you, my darling. You will always have a special place in my heart. Momma loves Ivy.
My heart goes to Sam, too, who has also been with me for nearly the entire 4 years! I think he may be a salesman in real life because he’s always convincing me to do something, lol. You are easily my favorite to tease, Sam.
And of course, my Sweetie Carl. I remember we clicked instantly. Without you, my life would be an endless string of preparing the same boring Newcomer for everyone. You spice up my life!
I am eternally grateful to each and every person that takes that leap of faith by sending their hard-earned money to a stranger online. I know how scammy the internet can be and I think you are all brave for continuing to search for that one perfect seller, or maybe to try them all!
There’s nothing but hope and joy in my little heart for the next year. I guess it’s a bit early to have this kind of end-of-the-year diary entry, but whatever, it’s how I’m feeling at the moment.
Tomorrow I will officially remove, package, and ship these dirty, filthy panties to SC. What an adventure! But maybe next time you request that I go to a spa for 9 days instead, lol. 🙂
Talk to you tomorrow! Stay tuned for the gusset money shot!
Monday, December 19th ~ 9:00pm
SC’s birthday is today, Happy Birthday Sweetie Carl! Our panties should arrive at your door tomorrow. 🙂
All my love,